Rain Clouds

I will not, Can -not-
Let you love me.
Forgive my cruel actions darling,
They were never meant to hurt you.

I tend to ignore your whispers
Expressing
Of a deep want to hold me
To learn me
Inside out.

I cannot give in
You'll only get hurt in the end,
And I cannot bare it
Causing such pain.

So look out the window love
And leave.
The rain clouds are paying me a visit again,
I don't want you here
When they arrive.

I hope you understand,
I had the best intentions.
But butterflies are not able to fly
Down my spine tonight.
Maybe tomorrow
We can start it over.

But right now
I will not, Can -not-
Let you love me.