Feeling

What do i feel
i can't answer what i ask
why must life be so hard
why must every movement be a task
What do i feel
i feel numb without feeling
i don't feel numb i just feel
without any feeling.
What do i feel
the aches of my nothing
the pain of my illusion
the sound of my own echoing silence
What do i feel
the sight of the blind
the limp of the limbless
the repeat of time
What do i feel
the heaviness of the distance
the closeness of the far
and the surrendering of my resistance
what do i feel.
Me.