What did you want me to do?
Let the sickness take over?
Not today honey
No more of that nonsense
I am no longer blue
When I was in the room
I was quiet for a while
As she wrapped her arms around you
All I wanted to do was scream and cry
But I held in my heart as it fell out
And didn't have a tear in my eye
Until you said the words
Not to me, to a friend
That we can't be in a relationship
If I cannot take her on you
Then I cried until no more tears were to be cried no more
Now I am heartless because of that
What a wonderful feeling!
Can't even look at your face
Or your pink fuzzy cowboy hat
I am not loving nor caring
All thanks to loving and caring for one so much
But I could've seen it from the beginning
A man so beautiful
So sweet and compassionate
Would never want a girl like me
I could have never added up all what he's done
For me, because of love
Til the day the stars show my fate
And that things will be different
Because every change I get
I seem to mess it up
Here's to love!
The hole in my soul
The knife in my heart
The black hole in my mind
A tragedy waiting to arrive
But beauty along the road
The flames in the eyes
Chills down my spine
The exact movements
The beauty and energy
Makes me want to puke
