Its been about a week,
since i last saw your smile.
I'm not happy i said it's done,
but I'm sure I'll be fine after a while.
one day I'll stop thinking of you,
I'll stop being so sad.
but ever since i watched you walk away,
my decision made me mad.
i don't wanna be alone,
i just wanna be with you.
but everyone tells me no, i can't,
they don't understand, what i felt was true.
sometimes the sad songs help,
but usually i only cry, or sit in silence.
I'm sick of showing I'm not strong,
in front of my friends, brothers, parents.
i wonder if you read my poem,
the one i wrote about you.
it was sad, harsh and everything,
but most wasn't true.
I'm sick of sitting here missing you,
while other guys try to get me.
i just want to see you again,
you were my favorite person to see.
i guess i overreacted on everything,
i shouldn't have acted the way i did.
i wish i could go back in time,
think of our memories, the time that guy slid.
everything we did together, hurts if i do it again,
everything i do, reminds me of you.
i wish i didn't feel like this all day long,
fxck i wish you knew.
i doubt you'll ever read this,
unless i insanely show you.
ahh fxck kid, i don't know if i loved you,
i might, but I'm trying not to.
