Why?

Why does it have to be me?
i don't know what i ever did wrong.
i try everyday to stay on my feet, but things keep getting even more depressing.

i don't think this life style is for me.
why does everything happens to me?
i lose friends and cant tell people what i feel.

if i was put here to do something i really don't see it.
yes i have talent i have personality.
but nothing good is coming my way!

i ask god to answer a prayer the nite before.
i know he is a busy man and have alot of important prayers to answer. but all i want is to make my family happy.

to let them know i am responsible and can make a difference. so god consider this a open prayer, all i ask is for you to please follow through.