Thoughts Within

How many times do I need to repeat myself just to make my voice clear?
How many years must I spend trying to run away from my fear?
It's like an on-going story and we're both trying to reach the end.
Holding onto eachother tightly, there is nothing here you need to mend.

Counting the tears as they fall, My words stummble as I speak.
Kneeling on my knee's, trying to remember the last time I was weak.
Rain is falling from the sky as blood nourashes my rough skin.
Thoughts of you run through my mind, Revenge is what I seek from within.

How much time do I need to spend searching for my hope?
It feels as though Im being chocked whilst being hanged from a rope.
Though I do not mind for I have felt these feelings before.
But sometimes the pain inside can be very hard to ignore...