I'm sorry,
I'm not the little girl you wish you could've had,
And made your life go bad.
I'm sorry,
This isn't a dream,
Everyday I scream,
Though you cant hear,
Those feelings are still here.
I'm sorry,
That you had see,
The other side of me,
My lies,
And these tears in my eyes.
I'm sorry,
I'm the cause of your pain,
Though I do wish it was just a game,
I fear that its time you see the real me,
And realize that I've hidden it all.
I'm sorry,
I'm not perfect,
Though I try to make it,
I cant take it anymore,
Just face the fact that I only ignore,
What you say and do,
Because I don't want to admit the truth.
I'm sorry,
You had to hear this now,
I bet your even saying "wow",
Wondering why this all happened to me,
Asking yourself why you couldn't see.
I'm sorry,
I love you,
And this is true,
I'm not ok anymore,
Just open up the door,
To my happiness once again,
And forever stay my friend.