I look back once more....the razorblade in hand.....time ticking away my plans to end it now.....my heart beats faster and faster.....agony and pain runs through my veins....i know that once this is done my parents shall be happy i'm gone...my family will be able to live on the lives they've always wanted....my friends can live on without me......i pick it up once more.....my voice crackly and horse i manage to spit out....give him my heart once i'm gone....i slice it deep...letting the pain take over me....i siltenly get up and walk over to the mirror and wright:PLEASE LET HIM HOLD ME ONCE I'M GONE I LOVE HIM...i silently pick it back up...i make the fatal cut....saying my final goodbyes.....goodbye my baby....don't forget me...
