I use...

I use quiet
to clear my head
I use quiet
when i want to be dead
I use quiet
so i don't do something i might regret

I use words
to express my rage
I use words
to start a new page
I use words
so i don't lash out at someone who doesn't deserve it

I use music
as a form of expression
I use music
to hide the depression
I use music
so i don't have to deal with the world that i live in

I use the bottle
to slow down my movement
I use the bottle
to give myself an improvement
I use the bottle
so i don't have to have my friends try to cheer me up and fail miserably

I use the pill
to make me feel numb
I use the pill
so i can have fun
I use the pill
so all my worries and problems go away, and i can enjoy being alive

I use humor
to relieve the pain
I use humor
because silence is vain
I use humor
so my friends think that i am happy, and don't always ask what is wrong with me