yea i might be trippin
yea i might be drinkin
yea i might be smokin
but you messed me up
as if i wasnt allready messed up
its like no matter what i do
it doesnt matter
nothing does
except im alive
yea im alive
but is it worth it to be alive?
no,no,no
its defintely not.
its screwed up
and you know it
the waves are crashing
they are hitting my feet
and as i look off into the sunset
i wonder if theres any chance
any chance that someone will give me a chance
any chance to be a normal person.
and yet agian....
im stuck left alone in my life
agian.
looking off into the sunset i wonder
wonder if its me
or if its them
becuz if there was something wrong with them
then its all of them
its like 1 bad apple ruins them all
as they say of course,,
and of course,
my trust is gone
gone like the wave that just recieded.
i feel mad.
i feel pissed..
but should i blame him or myself?