Someone new in the family
Knowing they won't be able to handle me
I stare politely with a smile on my face
Knowing my opinion will change quicker than a 30 second race
Hoping the inner me will accept the changes
While trying to hide the hints that make me seem strange
Says it's just a start that it won't last long
A year later, I think she was wrong
I think I was more polite then he was back then
But you know I've changed again
Through his eyes I seemed really nice
Thought the only way to win a spot was a price
Constantly offering, that was his way of a try
I never accepted, I have my reasons why
I accepted that no matter what he was there
I couldn't change who she cared for
Took everything in
But my anger I kept thin
Couldn't keep everything inside
Words slipped out but honestly I tried
I've been forced to sit back and relax
Hoping everything wouldn't last
