Confusing

I know that i am an anti-christ

but some one has to know how i feel inside

i can't take it anymore!

please listen to my only cry,

my whole life i have lived in pain

sabotaging myself when my rage of anger grows

always sad

yet i deal with it through bleeding from my vains

always crying for help

please come and watch my tears fall down like rain

i've wanted to die so many times

i blaze it,party,skate,or hang out threwout the day

but that is for fun

when really in my mind,

i'm thinking about committing suicide

so if you want to be in my life

let me know

cause when we hang out

i can be funny,straight up,hey

you'll find out i'm a realy cool guy!