I Use To Cry

I use to cry,

but why,

why cry,

over someone who would just constantly lie,

over someone whose gonna do them

wether you with or without em'.

After all the things we've been through,

I thought you knew I was down for you.

I took you back

after the lying, cheating and decieving, remember that ?

If you don't, I do,

I may have forgiven you, but I haven't forgotten, boo.

I know if the tables were turned

to ask for another chance would have been absurd.

That's ashame,

how I was just a pawn in your childish game,

which I never volunteered to play,

but yet I was forced to play, involuntarily,

while my emotions were juggled with, carelessly,

I was left with the pain and hurt

while you were out doing your dirt.

You claimed you loved me

but you hurt me too as far as I can see

so now what's left to believe ?

Once upon a time you loved me, possibly,

but right now my last memory

only seems to be of misery.

There use to be a time I would cry,

and end up asking myself why ?

Why would this happen ?

Why US, you didn't take for granted ?

Why you ended up straying,

after I've given you my lovin' ?

Why the truth,

I couldn't hear from you ?

Why only partial, if that truth,

I only received from you ?

Why did lies,

start to consume your time ?

I use to cry

but I must've been blind,

because you weren't

while I was left hurt,

but you might, if you wanted me back, ( but just possibly )

then you might have tears flowing,

or when you realize

I was the one you NEEDED all that time,

but by then you would be LATE by one second

that second you could've been thinking

about your next decision.

I got tired of stressin'

especially since you were no longer caring

and your lies I got tired of believin'

I use to cry

but why

I've found out that without you I'm just fine

This is for : anyone who has been hurt, or is just sick of tired of crying or maybe not crying but has decided enough was enough or anything else
August7,07