Why

Why is it they say one thing and i believe it
Believe it for only one second?
I just cant get it out of my head
What in my head..

The thought of totally betrayal
The thought of being hurt
The thought of lies
The thought of the person not caring,
loving and thinking only about you the most
The thought of losing someone i care about to a whole new excient
And the thought of that someone wanting to
be with someone more then yourself

Its likes is ripping me apart
Like i am decomposing getting eaten away.
I feel i cant take it much longer
Maybe I'm thinking way to into it
Maybe its all a dream
Or maybe i should be worried...

Why is this happening
I think i just care to much
And love to much for anything to get in the way
I just want to scream inside
I just want to say all thats on my mind and get it out
I feel like hitting the wall again
All this angry, sadness, frustration, confusion, hate, love, and lost hope is getting to me more and more
Its building up..

And I'm going to let it all out
Let it all out
i cant keep it for much longer its sending me metal
Know matter what happens..
i will say every word till its all out of my system