Conflicts that lays within.
Frustrated with myself, disappointing others
and still doing the same old things I do.
I stand alone with the thoughts inside my head,
emotions that no one can see or feel but me.
I am a lost soul trying to figure out,
how am i going to learn from all the right and wrong.
so i can have thicker skin and be strong.
How am i going to not rely on others,
when independences i seek but can i handle that?
With every step i take i fall.
With every fall i take another disappointment.
With another disappointment is another let down on expectations.
Expectations is something i can't live up to.
