Rainbows

Rainbow comes after the rain.
Like the raindrops, my heart is in tears.
I never thought I would feel this pain
Until you came as one of my peers.

I couldn't understand my heart and mind.
I love him but I can't feel it.
It was you who opened my eyes that were once blind.
In my heart, you took over his seat.

You made me strong without your knowing.
Your every smile makes me whole.
With you, I feel everything is worth-living.
I gained myself and my very soul.

It is quite surprising that we clicked
Though they say we're opposite.
But I never hesitated,you were the one I picked.
Coz' inside me, you leveled up the beat.

Days have passed and I thought we're okay.
We often laugh and separate only for a minute.
Until I realized when I woke up one day
That loving you is finding a gold in a dirty pit.

I hate you every time I'm not good enough.
My heart is hurt but the feeling is still there.
I'm controlling myself and carried it with a laugh.
I kept distant from the pains I couldn't bear.

Still I consider you as my rainbow in my sky.
I wish you could stay there until dawn.
But then, I can't reach your high
So here I am, withered and all alone.