What I feel in nothing no more
Like I use to feel happy but now
All I feel is rage, sadness and a need 4 love
But every time I fall in love something always
Happen like I always feel broken down, drowning in my own sorrow.
What should I feel, how should I act, what should I do
Because I have a lot too offer but no one to share it with.
Its like every time I want to share my world with someone the
Other always CRASH down my world make me feel like nothing
So I guess that's why I'm afraid to let people in my life because
I don't want to be broken up no more and trap in my pain, sorrow or moods.
Like I want to love again but I cant because its so dang hard for me to do.
People walk out my life all the time
Like I'm just waiting for someone to walk in my life and stay
I know how the saying goes how could you love another if you cant love yourself,
But I do LOVE myself but I want to show someone else that LOVE also.
I been by myself for a while
But nothing compares to loving someone that you know
Will stay by your side, care for you, talk to you, not just be your mate but too be
Your BEST-FRIEND also.
So like Bump LOVE because I'm through with it and all that comes with it
Yea its good to have someone but it hurts to keep trying and always failing
So its not really giving up on LOVE or saying bump LOVE
Its just protecting yourself from being hurt again
But its also BLOCKING and HURTING other's that want to be with you
BUT like I'm SORRY for those I hurt in the past but like
You cant blame me for protecting my HEART from being
Broken down again.
