Secretly Wanting You

The sound of your name
Sends shivers down my spine
As I reminisce the days
That you were mine
I'm secretly trapped in a dream
Where you and I
Stand hand in hand
Lost in love
Addicted to one another

Of course I know
It's only a dream
Its final destination
Leading a straight fall
Only to one more disaster
For my heart to endure
But still I want to this dream
To continue on

Others speak of you
And I pretend not to care
Yet I must admit
A small piece of me
Is craving you again

Beaten and still bruised
Yes, truth be told
I am still damaged
From your ruthless hand

After all these years
I still refuse
To trust any other man
For I will confess
That no other man I have met
Can keep my interest
As you once exceeded
No man that I know
Can satisfy me
The way you once did
Even in your absence
You please aspiration
I am satisfied with craving
The unseen possibility
Of rekindled romance

The dealings of love
Have created this
A cold hearted woman
Unwilling to surrender
There's no need to love again
If it's only going
To end in tears
But if the tears I'll cry
Are tears of love created by you
I'm willing to give in

Because in you
I see possibility
I see my past
And I see where I dream
My future to be
Though you hurt me once
And once more after that
I still desire your heart
I want you again
I want my life
As it was back then
Right or wrong
I want you again