When Did This Start?
This feeling of love you see,
It grows stronger with every beat of my heart.
The looks in his eyes tells me god blessed me.
The soft touch of his hands gives me the chills.
when i see him, i feel like i cant move, im still.
Is it right? to know he has everything u want..
but ur not sure if thats what u need?
I'm so scared he wont be there to catch me.
Will he be there?
Or will he move right before I hit the ground?
I'm letting myself go. Ive lost self control.
Im falling faster than ever,
I'm So close to hitting the ground
But he says hel be there forever.
I don't know what to say so i dont make a sound.
Time passes away as we fade.
My smile starts to frown.
I try to hide the pain,
by smiling when hes watching.
When i can't hold the tears back,
I run to the batroom.
The razor blade looks so good to me.
The sharpness of it just makes me think.
Now look what hes made.
I'm never ok, im always down.
The sound of your voice brings tears to my eyes.
Just one conversation made me hit the ground.
I'm getting tired of all these lies.
I dont know what to believe, but its sure not in him.
