Where to start?

Cold of heart shattered into broken pieces
Each piece holding an untold tale
But yet you said you loved me
Trying to unlock my prison, but unlocking my jail

Sleeping was torture when it came to no love
No girls to hold or even think about
I was alone to fight these demons
Fighting with no way out

Waking up was so much harder
With skies still black as the unforgiving night
And only brief glimpses of sunrise or sunset
Not knowing if it was morning or last light

The ocean brought such a pungent smell
How would you like to inhale the taste of decay?
Floating in and out of unreachable places
That would just make for such a lovely day

I don’t even know how you able to piece it all together
Let alone finding the hidden key to my heart
I will never know how just to thank you
But I know “ I love you” is a start