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by VanityIllusions2 Jan 29, 2008 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
I finally felt better, not depressed like my past, but i guess happiness for me, was something that was never going to last,I finally found my dream course, & my dad was willing to pay, i thought my life was getting better, but it never turns out that way,now what do i have?, nothing as i always do, it normally gets better, but this time i am not going to make it through,My boyfriend talks to me like crap, like he thinks me owns me, my friends only use me, & everyone thinks i don't see. My mum never understands, & didn't care as again i fell, but this time i am going to lose myself, this isn't going to turn out well, I want my life to end, because i cause myself more pain, because being with these people, is going to drive me insane.