I cheated and I know it
But my heart wont let me speak the truth
For I cant bare to see that face
And hear that voice if I tell him
For I really dont know if he can handle the truth
I love him with everything I have
And with all that I am
So why was it so hard for to stay true
I broke those sacred words
That we vowed to one another
I've given up something good
For there's no other man to treat me like he does
So why is there something else running through the back of my head a voice from within whispering to me
All the things I know deep inside
That he could have did
But I wont admitte I believe any of it
At least not aloud for anyone to hear
And then go back and speak of it
Dont know why that's something that I fear
All the things I wish not to see
Why wont they stop hunting me
This happened for a reason
It's only the karma
You know it's true
No longer whispering
Screaming and yelling I can fight it no longer
My throat is burning from this secret that I bare
My heart is aching from the pain of knowing I've messed up
I have to let it out
Is there some way I can spare
Him the hurt and the pain
Knowing of my despair
But not letting him know is twice as unfair
This is bad
There's no way in h*** you could tell Im not speaking the truth
For I keep thinking of the possibility of him finding out
What will I do
Better yet what will I say
I guess I'll have to be honest
I owe him at least that much more than an apology
I have to be real
The only words that come to mind though
Is Im so wrong
But why oh why does it have to be so true.
