This is a very beautiful poem that you have written here. I loved the flow and the imagery of it. I also loved the emotion that you put in to it. You should add punctuation though and also run a spell check for misspelled words. For example, in the second stanza first line you wrote:

My body is acking

Acking is misspelled; it should be "aching".

And also in the third stanza last line you wrote:

but they controle what I've got

Controle is misspelled; it should be "control".

As I said run a spell check over it again just in case I missed a few words; and add punctuation. Punctuation plays a big part in poetry. It's like a tour guide to the reader. Over-all I still say great job. I really did enjoy reading this and think that you are a very good writer.

Letty