Sorry

I'm sorry for what Ive done to you and all the trouble i have brought. I don't want to leave you but I cant sit back and watch me tear you apart. I'm not the one for you now that I can see, I made your heart cry to much and all this was over me, I wish you would hate me and tell me you want me to go, I love you so much and i really hope you know, but this poem is my warning to let you know I'm taking a break from your life, taking a wait from hurting you, i couldn't tell you in person or on the phone, but for now i need to be on my own, Please don't think i don't love you, you know its true. Its just that i think you are in love with me as i am with you, but I'm going to give you a chance to make everything become unglued, its hard to explain and hard to understand, But I love you and you love me, but i want you to fall out of love with me, I love you so much that i rather suffer and loan for you each day, then for you to love me and your life turn gray, I really hope you understand that i never wanted to hurt you, but this will be the last time i promise its true, I love everything about you and wish it could be you and me,but now we must wait maybe one day it will come to be, i love you Shauna i hope you will forget me.

-Ray Richardson-