Why?

Why do you pray, when you still cry?
Why do you live when you could just die?

Looking for God to end all your pain,
Looking for someone to place the blame.
Searching for someone you can't see,
Trying for something that you'll never be.
Looking for something to give you life,
Trying to find a will to fight.

Hope is drowning in your tears,
Wonder why you no longer care?
Wanting friends, craving love,
How much more can you bear?

Still many years come,
So much farther left to run.
Do you really want to win?
Every solution you find is a sin.

Trying to lead a good life give you !@#$
Leads you to a place to quit.

Running
Running
Can barley stand
Walking
Slipping
Grab that hand
Gone forever
It's not there
Falling
Galling
You don't care
Deep dark
is the hole
Very last place you have to go