Pain and fear chisel away at the already shattered pieces of my heart.
The most important pieces of myself all seem to be broken and I can't seem to fix them.
I am trying so hard to be so strong and hold it all together.
Wonder and doubt creep into my head.
Was I ever truly whole to begin with? or was it all merely just a hopeful self image that faded.
What have I become with the passing time?
Where is it I am supposed to go now?
My questions go unanswered and I am left unsatisfied hollow and alone.
I hope I can hold it together long enough to find the answers before I turn to dust and am scattered to the wind.