Loving Made Me Bleed

He has played my feelings and my heart
He knew all to well right from the start
He had this all drawn out like a piece of art.

From the beginning my feelings did swell
He picked me up and carried me whenever I fell
It seemed he made sense of this life I call hell

Now he sits with a with her while grinning
He knew I would fall and continue sinning
She smiles back at me knowing I never had been winning

Never the same will my emotions run
Why did he show me how much my life could have been fun
I stare at crimson sunset saying goodbye to the sun

He holds her without a budge or a shove
I watch down now as an angel above
Too bad I couldn't gain the one thing called love