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by Julie Jan 30, 2008 category : Sadness, depression / other
The words that have yet been spoken the things we need to say. To voice what's within my heart I just can't find a way. I've fought with my emotions I've held them deep inside I didn't want to face what for so long you've tried to hide. I've been lost within the dark for so long I've seen no light. Holding on to the memory of a time when things were right. I have looked upon your face and I've seen the sadness in your eyes. The battle of addiction you no longer can disguise. I've prayed to find the answers of what I myself must do. And I've prayed for the strength to fight through the hell that we go through. I've held on for so long but I can no longer watch you die. I cannot fight this for you but lord knows how I've tried. It's just so hard to watch the ones you love slowly slip away. That's why I just blocked it out and held on to yesterday. I don't have all the answers or the power to save your soul. Your broken, lost and lonely and I cannot make you whole. This fight is yours and yours alone no matter what I do. For I cannot save you the only one who can is you.