No it can't be true,
these thoughts corrupt my mind.
I want to love again
but my heart is still not mine.
I count my mistakes
and I want to take them back.
Anything to correct my ways
and change the shadowed past.
Secrets I can share
to someone who will know
just how much I long inside
just to let it go.
Someone who can help me
although it's useless to try.
The only guy to stop the tears
has moved on much faster than I
and theres nothing I can do
than to sit back and respect his ways.
I don't know how else to help him
his path is his to take.
I promised him forever
and forever he has got.
even if it's not with me
and I only get to watch.
