A little voice in side my head
Repeats to me "you should be dead".
Eyes are closed, thoughts do flee
Why is it that i cannot feel me?
Mangled, messed and in a mound
Others weep for the sight on the ground!
There lays a body, of blood and mess
A car had hit, but nothing less.
Limbs spread, hurt and pain
Why'd he do it? What was his gain?
My mind comes forth to say a little word
Then fluttered away, light like a bird.
I call for it, for I've missed what'd been said.
I cannot tell, I feel mislead.
My mind rejects, i feel the pain
My body's in search for the lane.
The voices come, then they go
I yell and plead for them to show.
My mind awoke to hear their words
"What was he thinking; Haven't you heard?!"
I plead for help i don't understand.
Why is it that i feel i am banned?
My body wakens, my mind with it too.
The pain i then felt and so it grew
I knew right then that i couldn't be saved
The man that hit me, hell he had it made.
My mind reaches out and then i hear
my eyes were closed, but i could tell the fear.
She touched my face, my lips my eyes
She whispered to me all her goodbyes.
I felt the burst of angered pain
I want to find that man, watch him hang!
I could not feel but i knew it was true
the voices came "we are here for you"
I cried the hurt, inside not out
I knew exactly what they were about.
I ceased the fight, let go of thought
The voices showed me all the lot.
I looked down, and there i lay
My life was good? Ha much to my dismay
I saw my body, the sight was rude
I couldn't even see me, it was simply that crude.