Lost Love, Found Life

I'm sure I loved you
But why did I leave
I'm sure I miss you
Do you miss me?

You tried
You cried
You couldn't eat
You couldn't sleep

You asked why
Again and again
You made me cry
But not understand

You were everything I loved
You are everything I need
You were all that I adored
And for you I still bleed

So they all were happy
When I told them we broke up
My mind was angry
And my heart fell apart

So I left my home
And now I'm alone
I scream,I call
But you don't answer the phone

I'm sorry for all I did
Please answer my love
Please say I forgive
But again an unanswered call

Oh thank God!
Here you are!
Is that a dog?
You just bought one?

There's someone there?
Did you call her babe?
You said you cared!
I must be dead!

Please don't say sorry
Please don't hung up
You shouldn't worry
I will cheer up

OK then bye
I have to go
I take a knife
I give a vow

I'm leaving now
but you'll regret
I don't know how
but I can bet

I hear a scream
My mum I see
I give a beam
She watches me bleed

I say goodbye
I close my eyes
I hear her cry
I forget the lies

I have to live
I can't just leave
An ambulance is here
It's all I can hear

Now I'm awake
On the hospital's bed
It wasn't fake
I was nearly dead

Thank God I live
My mother's happy
I do forgive
Guess you were lucky

So you don't
Have my grudge
I guess my heart
is simply large