Letters to You

January 1st,
I found someone else to kiss,
Sort of a new beginning,
But he's not you.

January 5th,
New years tore me down,
I can't sleep,
Without seeing your face.

January 9th,
I'll be okay,
Don't worry about me,
Someone else gives me butterflies.

January 12th,
I saw those pictures,
She's nothing like me,
I'll just close my eyes.

January 14th,
It all fell apart,
It never really began,
This is supposed to be our day.

January 19th,
You looked good today,
I didn't know how to act,
But you looked good today.

January 24th,
I didn't even realize what day it was,
There's some distractions for me,
Don't worry, I'll fall apart later.

January 27th,
He called me tonight,
We talked for a long time,
He's a lot like you, you know.

January 28th,
I met him today,
You'd like him for sure,
I should too.

January 29th,
I knew you'd like him,
If only he was you,
If only he had our past.

Febuary 2nd,
I wish you were here,
Our song is playing,
I think I'm going to dance.

--I know it's really weird, and I was like half asleep. Yeah, I've been being weird lately.--