Im Not Supposed Too

I can't believe it

I still love you

I hate that

But I can't keep my eyes off you

Do you still think of me?

Are the rumors true?

I'm out of control what should I do?

I look at you and say "No way"

But my broken hearts still needs the feeling

Of your arms around me

My first love

I wish I could turn back time

Say I'm fine

I wish to tell you how I really feel

But how will you deal?

Are you going to break my heart again?

Going back to being just friends,

I can't do that I wish I knew why

I wish I didn't have to lie

No more I can't tell you the words I wish to show

Or how badly I wish to know.

Do you like me?

Are the rumors just another lie?

It wouldn't be a big surprise

I'm not supposed to love

I'm not supposed to care

But somehow you always seem to be there

Filling up my heart

Maybe its another start

I'm not supposed to love

I'm not supposed to feel

But you're the reason my heart is healed

I'm not supposed to love

Never to look in your eyes of sky blue

But somehow I fell back in love with you…