Make your wish

Sometimes I don't know why i am with you. You treat me like i don't matter anymore. I am not someone you can just walk on and boss around.
You never tried to hit me because you told me you would never hit me. But you have threatened me and now i am scared.
I love you so much and i don't want to loose you but i don't want to loose my self esteem either.
I know you lied to me about being a virgin but i still love me though your still lying to me. I told you i wouldn't get mad so why do you insist on lying to me.
I understand that your 18 now and you want to experience new things. You promised me you wont cheat on me but now who knows. I sure don't. It's different now, i wanna love you and be with you forever but it feels like all you wanna do is be with your friends.
Well i need to know what you want, If you want to be free than just tell me and i will let you fly, But if all you wanna do is love me and be with me than i will love you more each and everyday.
Now make your wish and don't tell nobody but me and it will come true.