What I wish for in having a special lady (free-verse)

I wish I can have a woman in my life.
But not just any woman.
I want a woman who respects me for my whole self,
And a woman who keeps it real when talking to me.

I wish I could have a woman who is full-figured,
Because the bigger the better.
I want a woman who understands life is full of thrills,
Because life is boring without thrills.

I don't mind a woman who is a mom or wants to be a mom,
Because being a parent is a blessing.
I want to help raise her child to be a good person,
And a child who believes working hard in life is important.

Working hard applies to my woman herself,
Because she believes in studying hard and working hard on the job.
If none of us work hard in life,
We will never see happiness.

I wish I could have a woman who shares some of my interests,
Because if we don't have common interests, we can't click.
I wish I could have a woman who wants to make herself different.
Different in the sense of her conduct making her a REAL woman instead of a having a woman who makes crap up.

Finding a woman isn't as easy as it sounds.
Because although I'm honest with a new woman,
She walks away from me when learning I don't drive cars.

Well, I am thankful for one thing,
Despite the fact I'm still single and lonely.
What I am thankful for is
I'm happy God helps me wake up every single morning

So I can enjoy life the way I want to.
And I wish I could really find a woman who wants to live the way SHE wants to.
Instead of both of us letting people in society control our lives.
If you don't like the way we live, then screw you.

I might be talking to her right now.
One special woman told me to keep my head up,
And she said things will get better for me.
I sincerely hope and pray her words are right as time moves along in our lives.