Darkness is fading in
screaming in my mind.
I'm cold,so cold.
But I know I won't warm
not until I do what it says
It's betraying my promise
She would be so hurt
I fight with all my strength
It's getting worse
This is the hardest
because I'm resisting
Why is it here so early?
Usually it let's me rest
let's me be normal
I don't want to hurt myself
but that's only because
I know it would hurt
not me,but those who care
Why is this happening?
I'm so scared
That part of my life
was supposed to be over
A little experiment
I am not supposed to be
this depressed or desperate
enough to end my life
Darkness won't fade away.
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If anyone has a better title,I would apperciate it.
Thanks,
Rado
