Everything you said, I loved
This I can't deny
Until that day came
When I found it was a lie
The trust shattered into pieces
Pieces oh, so small
Impossible to put together
Unable to stop the fall
Pushing you away, hoping you will leave
But at the same time, I wish I could believe
Blocking out your words, and remembering every line
I hate you so much, I wish you were mine
Not forgetting the pain, Hell no
Of the razor blade
The cutting, the bleeding
Helping memories fade
Fighting to be freed from you
The pain, the love, the sorrow
Confused with how I feel
Just wait until tomorrow, when I
Push you away, with hope that you will leave
But at the same time, I wish I could believe
Blocking out your words, and remembering every line
I hate you so much; I wish you could be mine
Why can't you see?
You are killing me
Should I lose my fears?
Or start crying tears?
Make up your mind
You seem to be blind
Is it that hard for you?
To be faithful and true?
I can't understand
Why you hold my hand
Then go and kiss
This other miss
You know what! I'm done!
You, I will shun!
I'm sick, of the lies!
The everyday surprise!
So I Will
Push you away, hoping you will leave
I'll forget the day that I wished I could believe
I'll block out your words, forgetting every line
I'll hate you so much; that I'll be glad you were never mine
