Our place part 2

I stood there watching you walk ,
until you were finally out of sight,
i feel to my knees and cried,
because no longer could i fight.

and there my heart lay in ruins,
as my friends stood by my side,
each one new the reasons why,
that from him i tried to hid,

it would break his heart to see them
them scars upon my arm,
and i no he was against it,
i never told him i self harm.

and it would kill him to know,
that my habit was coming back into my head,
that although i loved him,
sometimes i wished i was dead.

his mum used to do it,
it kiled her in the end,
and i couldn't out him through t,
even though he was my best friend,

so i watched him wlak away
knowing i had done it right
and i sat beside the phone for hours
and cried all that night