Not part of the plan

Tonight you killed me with your stares,
tears tricklig down my face i hid under my hood,
really wanted to run up and kiss you,
but ts so hard, i would have if i could.

i would have put my arms around you tight,
said yeah world this is my man,
but it get in so much trouble with my family,
and you no thats just not part of our plan.

i want to be with you 30 years down the path,
be a mother and i want to be your wife,
want dad and mum to be happy for us both,
but that will never happen and thats just life.

i love you ,i loved you for all this time,
i never meant for us to end up like this again,
pretending we don't no eachother at all,
its causing to much heartache and pain.

but i hope you no i love you with all my heart,
a 100 years from now youll still be my man,
but its gonna get me in so much trouble,
and thats just not part of the fukn plan.