Wait and wonder

I wait and wonder all i think about is what unfortunate events will happen next. i want to cry, i want to scream, but i don't all i do is sit and become a motionless human being. i don't even know if you can call it human, but i am breathing in the incense that come to my senses. i want to believe that everything will be OK. i cant. i..just..cant. its hard for a girl who doesn't even know if she took the right path.I don't know who, what to believe, or where to go. i want to , i need to, until then I'll wait and wonder.