Do you understand?
I'm pushing myself too far.
I'm holding on to all I can.
I'm trying not to jump infront of that car.
This is the life I live.
I dont know how to describe it.
it isnt perfect,
but it's as good as itll get.
You push me farther.
Telling me I can make it.
But I dont know how far I can go.
I tell myself, "just please dont quit."
This Life is a burden to me.
Maybe it shld just end.
you say you need me,
but idk that my heart will mend.
I've been hurt too many times.
What makes you think you wont change your mind?
What if you do?
will you stick with what you said, will you follow behind?
I get a good morning hun,
everyday it makes me smile.
what if someday you stop doing that?
what if you only do it for a while?
You promised.
You told me you would stick around.
You've been following up on that,
althought when your sad you dont make a sound.
Your voice is what keeps me alive.
Tell me you need me.
Ask for this to all be real.
Maybe someday I will see.
This is all I need,
everything I have is the way it should be.
I live it like its worth something.
like you'll never leave.
