U hurt me badly

I wanna know what you're up to,

and how you are today,

but I can't tell you how I feel,

You'll only walk away,

Everyday is a struggle to me,

wake up and go to work,

Try to move on & forget you,

forgetting how much I hurt,

I never loved anyone before,

not like I do with you,

I'd go to the end of the universe,

if you asked me to,

I'm scared to ask you forgiveness,

I don't want you to think I'm weak,

I know it's all my fault,

but I can barely speak,

I know you do not want me,

and I'm trying not to cry,

thinking of all those wasted years,

now we've finally said Goodbye....