Holding my back thoughts
hiding all my tears
each day is passing by slower
and hes the main source of all my fears
I'm hanging on to the broken pieces
to afraid to let them go
hoping everything will change but never will
i need too leave him behind but my broken heart wont say so
nothing lasts forever and nothings made perfect
but too stand up for myself finally i must
as much as i love him and think i need him
myself is the only person i can trust
most never forget their first love
but love will always die
nothing will ever last
no matter how many tears i cry
i gave up my everything
for something that was never meant to be
it hurts to realize the truth
that he never did care for me
i love that boy
with piece of my heart he broke
but with every moment spent with him
and he said he loved me was all just a joke.