Dream of Tomorrow

Dream of Tomorrow

Disappointment carries on the wings of my soul.
Hesitant but for a moment I fell into this hole.
My paralyzed breath I pray for its release.
Optimism was brisk with my heart it teased.

Looking for compassion through lies, love through vivation.
The seductiveness and buoyancy of nectar became my love sensation.
This sulky feeling is selfish, dreadful it will never leave.
Holding onto what once was , will it ever be alive again in me?

Vacant right now this heart of sullen wounds.
Shameful you can hear it beat out its swoons.
The dreadful night falls to comfort and hold.
Fascination fills this ring in my ears, again will I be so bold?

Bold enough to live a life of serene hope.
Spirited on this walk where I learn to cope.
Daring Independence, heroic last stand the strong hold at hand.
Determined to be loyal to me as I make this last stand.

Fighting the battle that made up or lives.
The war was not just mine you owned it with my lies.
WE fight through this now two divided, pulled apart by the actions of one.
I know you hurt too, when its late and all your day is done.

You say to me that love not forgotten is love not lost.
I'll never forget you, I see what my actions cost.
I will love you today and dream of you tomorrow.
I'll never understand the words "sweet sorrow".

I hold on to the hope that you miss me too,
I hope there are times you still want to hear my voice.
I know that we would still be together if I would have just given you a choice.
But I left you with only one thing to do...

To tell me good bye and to say we're through!