Before u were more than just a friend.
We had a connection that others didn't have.
UGH!!The thought of you strangles my mind
To a point were I sabotage my life
I wish you would die painful and slowly
U suffering the way I suffered your tragic strife.
You told me all your pitiful lies.
Driving me 2 my lonely cries.
You weren't even there 2 wipe off my tears.
Now i believe that love is my fear.
The switch to my heart is now broken.
It no longer shines light.
It's just black like your grave.
Captures blood and angriness.
I wake up in the middle of the night wondering
If your being watch or if death has come for you
at last...
If it doesn't come then i will.
Show u how hurtness feels.
U fractured my heart
Made tiny wholes
I'm trying so hard to
trust again.
But how?
When there's a knife in my hand
You weren't a friend
You were blood.
