Stolen perception

I try to look through your eyes
but its then i realize
that I can not identify
with your outlook on this petrified night.

the silence pounding in my ears,
the darkness blinding all my fears,
my weakness shown in pools of tears...

how i don't want to be forgetting,
how I am not forgiving...
for the memories.

Is this regret?
A mistake too easily made
yet never repaid
no there's nothing you can say now
that will ever make me feel whole again.