It's Worth The Fear

You know the saddest part of all this is that I though I loved you
How funny is it that I thought there wasn't a single thing I wouldn't do or prove
I sold my soul, just to give love a try
I'm sitting alone right now, how stupid am I??
The second saddest part has to be that I believed you when you said you loved me
I climbed to the top of that old hill calling your name hoping you'd set me free
It's just to bad
I lost what I never really had
I'm looking in your eyes
Telling myself lies
I still hope to see that old spark
A light that could never be encased by the dark
To bad your eyes are as dark as your soul
Maybe if I had sat down and thought it all out
I would of saw what I didn't know
Don't pretend to not hear me when you walk away and I shout...
Love is not what broke me
And I figured it out you see
I can't sit around and mope wondering why
If I don't watch my true love may pass me by
Today I threw away your pictures that I've had facing down Discovering self pity died along time ago
You know it's actually rather important that you hear what I have to say right now
I realized like a drop of rain upon your cheek or a star in the sky
Life is like a roller coaster ride
But it's worth the fear of what's behind the dark....So open your eyes