The story of my love life part II

WONDERFUL NIGHT

Another morning came,
My face shines the brightest like the sun,
With nothing else that comes out in my mouth but your name,
Felt like everything is done,
I was already as happy as it is,
Nothing can compare to this!
Though I was still a little dizzy,
Because after we talked I had a celebration,
That finally I conquered my fear within me,
And that is the fear of talking to my infatuation,
The only girl that makes me sweat with just a little glance,
My dream girl to be my sweet romance,
And then I figured out that this will be my chance,
To win your heart as my own,
To show you the feelings that I've always carried be known!
Evening falls and I came by to visit you at my cousin's house,
As I stepped my foot on the door,
All my cousins were already starting to tease us,
I'm not that shy guy who you once knew before,
I came nearer to you to tease us more,
They were like, "Jan and Fatima you guys look good together,"
With such words we can't help but blushed,
Such chemistry as I look at her,
I suddenly felt weak although we didn't touch,
Your eyes just leaves me lost for words,
My voice becomes soft and I can't be heard,
I wished I can say something,
But I can't believe what's been happening,
Never have I been this close to her,
As I speak with just a whisper,
Then I snapped out from my imagination,
When she asked such an intriguing question,
"I'm really confused by your actions,
who do you really like, stephanie, karen or me?"
My tongue froze and I wanted to flee,
Dripping with sweat as she looked at me with confidence,
I started to talk gibberish and wasn't making sense,
But I finally said, "Why do you ask?"
Then she replied with her eyes looking at mine,
"I want to know that those feelings you wrote in your
poems is something I can trust,"
Straight answers that can really out-smart my mind,
So I said, "Do you really want to know the truth?"
Then I talked to myself "I have to be smooth!"
Obvious of my nervousness,
Because she managed to make my mind a mess,
I know I can answer such an easy question,
But with the presence of my cousins,
I've nothing else to think but this humiliation,
Then I thought of something and I started to grin,
"I'll answer you if everyone will leave us alone,"
They all left and so it was me and her one on one,
Thought I could answer her easily but I should've known,
I'm still feeling awkward to be in such a situation,
She smiles at me and said, "Now tell me your answer,"
Hands shaking as I look at her,
And I started to think of what to do,
She begins to talk again, "Alright this is what you have to do,
describe to me the one you like by explaining why you like her,"
I replied, "Can I just write it to you or just whisper?"
She comes near and said, "I want you to write it,"
Hurriedly I wrote the words I want her to know,
"I like her since we were still young, even then I couldn't
help to hold my tongue, such beauty beyond words to define,
since I met her I've always wanted her to be mine, even after
I left to another place, in my dreams I could still see her face..."
She reads it and with just the first line that I've written,
She already knew that she's the girl I've been describing,
The atmosphere changed as I see her smile,
My eyes have never seen someone like the queen of the nile,
Though I've really not seen nor met Cleopatra,
But I still had the honor to see or met Fatima,
Suddenly she said, "so it is me that you like, now there's
nothing else to hide,"
Surprisingly I replied, "yea it is you that has always been
inhabiting my mind, now what happens next?"
A giggle from her while she said, "you still have a girlfriend stephanie,
court me anytime you want when you're not together,"
Happy yet sad of what she just said,
Happy because I can have a chance to be with her,
But sad of what I've promised to stephanie,
The promise that we'll always be together for eternity,
Will now be broken as I am facing the girl in my past,
I know for the fact that this is coming too fast,
But I want to enjoy this moment before it last,
And so I told her, "I just really wanted us to be friends again,
we live too far from each other to have a relationship, all I want
is to recover our long lost friendship,"
She happily replied, "good decision my friend, from now on we'll
be friends until the end,"
She called my cousin and told her that she wants to sleep there,
And so I hurriedly text my other cousin not to come there,
I planned to stay and have a little longer chat with her,
Then I said as they go upstairs, "are you guys going to leave me
here, I've heard that this house is haunted by your grandmother's
ghost,"
My cousin said while laughing at me, "Don't be scared of her ghost,
I know you'll be friends with her and get drunk and have a toast!"
Scaring me heartlessly,
Fatima suddenly felt sympathy,
She said, "Alright, we shall sleep here at the living room with you,
because we all know that the ghost is true,"
Laughing inside my mind as I pretended that I was really scared,
She sat beside me as I told her, "Thank you for staying here with me,
now my life will be spared,"
As the clock strikes at 2,
She laid down on the couch and I laid down on a folding bed,
Restless my heart was, thinking if everything here is true,
She gave me her arms for me to massage for her to sleep,
The softest arms I've ever touched,
I can't help but stare as she sleeps,
Memorized how she looks with her eyes closed,
Those lips that are so luscious,
Tempts me to kiss her as if I was unconscious,
And now I lay down on my bed,
Dreaming of her to be more than my friend...

Note: It's still not done... =] i don't want you to read such long poems of mine...