Slipping

I'm slipping into a dark hole; just falling I don'tknow where I'm going or when I'll get there.
The people I see and voices I hear are all a blur and drowned out. I see their faces but I can't recognize them.
The pain I feel is so bad that I just want to die. The world is slipping from my grasp. The way I was is the way I want to be.
The places I have been are so lost in my memory. I miss my life and the people who were in it. I'm slipping, slipping just falling into an absence. My life is so whack. I just want it to be normal again, instead of slipping into the darkness of the hole.