I feel like a blind in a crowded room
can't see a single light and felt doomed
i feel like a deaf in a musical play
i know i have to go but i want to stay
i feel like a cripple in a road, long and narrow
want to reach u as fast as i can but all the world's time i need to borrow...
i thought u won't, but u failed my expectations
i can have u back but here comes endless hesitations
another lie i dont want to hear
but it seems ur voice soothes my ear
i want to give it another try
but i cant stand another moment to cry...
this feeling have to pass and i to let u go
but its the hardest thing, for i still love u so
it has to end that night when u went away
but the memories of you and me keeps getting in the way
in silence, i intend to be contented and happy
but the thought of u and such keeps me in winter and gloomy...
i embrace my self, seeking for heat
hoping this coldness i can beat
i saw rainbow when i looked away
confused and anxious on this present day
for its suppose to be all sunny and lovely
but burning snow rains down on me...
